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even if i told you.you are made of dreams and wishes, you areeven if i told you. by thefireflyliberation
the shimmershake of my nerves over my skin
and the curdling of my stomach. you are the
reason that i open my eyes: so i might countdown
to when my lips might find yours and you can
breathe life into me once more.
you are made of lies and gilded tongues, you are
the tightening of nerves over my spine and the
clenching of my teeth. you are the reason that i
close my ears: so i might never have to hear the
way you twist cheap words into sweet names and
expect me to answer, to roll over and play dead.
you are made of flimsy wings and gossamer, you
are the easy release of breath and the lazy slide of
laughter. you are the reason that i let my muscles
go lax: so i might enjoy the sweetness of discount
happiness, never deep, but the simplicity of ice
cream and picnics and shallow pleasure.
you are made of puzzles and locks, you are the
knitting of brows and the pounding of fists. you
are the reason that i bite my lip: so i might crack
winter heart.maybe it's the weather. maybe it's the steam in the morning and the fog in my lungs that brings these words to life. i can feel them stirring under my breath like a second life; i can taste them in the december air that teases nostalgia from the pitter patter of my winter heart.winter heart. by thefireflyliberation
it's like life is a faded photograph. its like time is a frozen lake. it's like i'm sitting on porches wearing oversized sweaters and holding cups that burn the tips of my numb fingertips. it's like i'm in a forest and it's damp. it's dark. it tastes like a memory and the rain looks the way it did two years ago when i was broken. it's like remembering something perfect in a moment that was anything but; like holding something just out of reach in the palm of my hand.
ten months and three days ago: i'm in a coffee shop with frost on the sidewalk. it is quiet and loud and i have the feeling that i really am all alone. but it isn't bad. it is peaceful. it is soft and my bruised heart breathes deep. i exhale. it is
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Favourite cartoon character: Pebbles
Personal Quote: "If the world is made of light and darkness... We'll be the darkness." - Riku